Since september...

So i went to the gyno yesterday (how fun!...yuck) and she said that according to their chart on me i have lost 35 lbs since sept.....wow go me! Since surgery its about 21 ish so thats really awesome. She said she was very proud of me and i looked good. She is basically the one who pushed me to get banded and she never even ever mention it. After my whole issue of my period not ever coming when i stopped birth control, and she said it was do to my morbid obesity (and she was so gentle telling me cuz thats a really harsh phrase)....that woke me up. Yes i knew i was fat but that phrase really hurt. I never thought i was morbidly obese but i guess 230 lbs on a almost 5'2 body is a little much.

Well my postings might be lacking for the next two weeks because im moving....but no one reads anyway so oh well lol!

Hershey Park and fill

This past Saturday was my 2 year anniversary with my love. He took me to Hershey park. He really wanted to to take me to Niagara falls on the us side but i said that was way to far. Hershey is only about 2 1/2 hours away. It was a nice drive over and we stopped at DD , i had a egg white flat bread....not to bad, better then the donuts i was eyeing. We went to Chocolate World and took the tour and bought sooooo many Hershey kisses (i only had three). Then we walked around the zoo which was some nice exercise and it was really nice out not too cold. Last we went to Candy Land which is what the park turns into for xmas. Not everything was open but thats ok still alot of fun. I went on a ride and my love won me a huge stuffed silver kiss lol. For lunch i had a hotdog with kraut and ketchup, no bun. But then i saw kettle corn! We got some and i ate way too much in the car on the way home but it was sooo good and nothing got stuck. When we got back home we went for a late dinner at Olive Garden and i had the chicken carbonara and ate about half. Really nice day ! I want a replay!

So the past couple days have been super busy but i ate better and today i went for my first fill. The cute Dr said im doing really well (20lbs) !!!!! I layed on the table for the fill and had to lift my head up to flex my (lack of) ab muscles so he could find the port and he left me feel it. I never felt it before and still it felt like nothing to me. He got out the needle which was huge!!!! about 6 inches omg! I dont mind needle but i freaked out a little. When he stuck it in the port i let out a weird sound, how embarrassing. It really didnt hurt it just surprised me what it felt like, kinda like a piercing. Ill be ready next time and wont squeal. So for the rest of today and tomorrow im on liquids. I have had coffee and a pvl whey protein shake in Arctic cappuccino frappe.....kinda gross. Now i am starving though!!!!